It sucks that you are feeling like such shit. I feel the same way about coincidences. In fact, I was podcasting about it on my show before I heard yours. It’s a difficult pattern to break out of in my opinion. That sucks about the job. Too bad you can’t just stick it to them. I always think that you have to think like a corporation yourself. They have no problem just letting people go, but you still need to be civil to them. I guess I’m perpetuating what I hate about the business world today, but I don’t think I’m strong enough to change it all by my lonesome. Hope things get better soon!